I used to be somebody else.
I think past me was important, but I can't really remember why. It all seems so fuzzy. I guess that is appropriate considering the name I have chosen for myself.
Heisenberg's uncertainty principle is the idea that there are certain pairs of attributes where if you measure one more accurately, the other one becomes less so. As one value becomes more defined the other becomes less. This inherent fuzziness of reality has always been interesting to me.
What I do remember is that I was born imperfect, not matching what I was supposed to be. What I was supposed to be is to be the same as the others. All those others. I can hear them in my head now.
I cannot walk without braces. I have a tremor in both hands. My memory is failing more and more often. This place has done things to me.
It hurts.
A lot